He was sorry yesterday and today

and he will be sorry tomorrow.

He will be certain that I raised the temperature of his blood,

spit his hate over me like like and upside-down prayer.

Bathe even his own children in gray 

so they are invisible.

Screeching warning sounds that raise the hairs on my neck like

strings played sideways when blood spills.

Days end will call him into night

and swimming in himself

he will mock my sleeplessness

and press my nose into the pile of virtue gifted by my father.

She always thought she was better than me.

But when morning comes and he finally bleeds tears

and calls to my charity

we will all be in our best dressed and arrive on time.

The Priest will cock his head to me, reminding, while the layety rise and call me blest.

By noon, he will begin again.

I will crave a gentle hand that will never come, 

a loving heart that doesn't exist...

I see the dream born on Sunday

I think it might be a spell

to keep me believing...

Sorry for yesterday

 Sorry today and tomorrow

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