plea
Abhorrence visit me! Hatred save me! Darkness cast your shadows on this light and let me live again. My mouth takes no pleasure to eat. My ears search for music to soothe my troubled mind, but the songs have not been written. What must be wrong? Have I perversion of the heart to feel this way? I have fasted and prayed. I am an embarrassment by the white of my knuckles. Vials of medicine and bottles of pills beside my bed. I scrape the skin of my mind. My eyes are dying of thirst. Hate! You are my only hope now! Rage, awaken! Save me from tender devotion. Sweet memories have left me light and swollen in the afterglow of a love I cannot shake. I am a delusional fool. My only hope lies in despair of realties cold shadow. Oh that she would release the manifold of that lies against her bosom and shake this unrelenting hope. Abhorrence visit me! Hatred save me! Darkness cast your shadows on this light and let ...
