plea
Abhorrence visit me! Hatred save me! Darkness cast your shadows on this light and let me live again. My mouth takes no pleasure to eat. My ears search for music to soothe my troubled mind, but the songs to save me have not been written. What must be wrong? Have I perversion of the heart to feel this way? I have fasted and prayed. I am an embarrassment by the white of my knuckles. Vials of medicine and bottles of pills beside my bed. I scrape the skin of my mind. My eyes are dying of thirst. Hate! You are my only hope! Rage, awaken! Save me from tender devotion. Sweet memories have left me light and swollen in the afterglow of a something I cannot shake. I am a delusional fool. My only hope lies in despair of the cold mountains shadow. When will this memory leave me? Release the manifold of torrent that has gathered in banks. Wash away this unrelenting hope. Abhorrence visit me! Hatred save me! Darkness c...
